Has Taylor Swift ever considered that maybe she’s the problem?
I haven’t written in a long time. Well at least I ahven’t written on here in along time and for good reason. I’ve been being moved.
Physically, spiritually and emotionally I have been moving.
Physically I moved out on my own, into a small one bedroom apartment. Life is so interesting on your own. No one eats your foods (not that they would want to beccause when you live alone you are rather broke). No one leaves a mess bigger than you. The library comes your source of entertainment with its vast selection of free music and dvds. People love to come oveer and stay as late as they want.
But when you move out, you start to see who you’re real friends are. They are the people you can call when you are lonely, the ones who have families that feed you or people who invite you over to watch movies because they know you are alone.
Spiritually i’ve been led to move to a new church. While the Shadow Hills community will always be my first family, when God says move you follow Him. God also has me on a path to figuring out my life. He is moving everything around for me to meet my destiny and quite frankly I’m enjoying the ride.
My walk isn’t as sturdy as it once was but it’s not something I force either. Sometimes I feel like I was forcing myself to join hands with God to take a walk, but now I enjoy it more, I love seeing where He is going and knowing He invites me to come along. He is faithful and i am grateful.
Emotionallyi’ve seen a lot of people come and grow. I’ve lost some of the anger I once held and I’ve realized that it’s in the moments we are supposed to be celebrating and being grateful. Hard times will come, but we shouldn’t dwell on it, but instead we should dance in it knowing a good time is coming soon.